生活的喜怒哀乐~

今年我没有和朋友一起庆祝国庆日。去年我和一大群朋友一起去庆祝，多么得开心啊！今年就不同了，因为要赶着做好assignments，所以就没有去庆祝了。如果没有这些功课的话，我一定会去庆祝。 现在的我觉得生活变得不精彩了，不再有色彩缤纷，反而留下了灰暗。灰暗令我感到害怕和无助。我已经看不清楚我前面的路要如何继续下去。或许我是时候停下来歇一歇，或许有好的转机呢?
有时候我真的感到很无助，看着朋友把他们的问题一样一样的迎刃而解，而我呢就困难重重。或许我真的不适合读书吧。阿姨和家人都以为我在这的生活很精彩，根本不会有压力反而觉得我很轻松。其实我觉得我现在背着很大的压力，把我压得透不过气了。。。

live under stressfull~

Now the assignments were really made me felt sick....almost made me cry.....really really stressfull in my first year degree life...Although is first year, but i don't know how to keep on continue with my future....ya,i know some of my friends were trying their best to helped me,and i really appreciate...and thank you very much to them!

But somehow in reality,i can't catch the meaning and idea from the textbook or reference book...now i asked myself,why am i choosing business courses and not choosing the other subjects...There have many courses that i can chose,but why is business??

I think is business was the easy ways to learn it,so i chose it however is not like that...For me,actually is very difficulty...Erm,i already in my half way in my study life,so do is till want continue or not??All my friends keep said they will support me and asked me don't give up easily...and must make an extra effort for my studies...

i still can't make any decisions yet...haiz...

Oh mY gOd!! Cant iMagine!!

i couldn't believe that i already pass my english subject and can move on to degree!!In fact,now i move on to degree was a happy things but also cant even take a breath..Life still have to go through and same to study in UniSa(University south of Australia) life..i felt like want die! i Just realised that this month had to pass up 2 assignments and every weeks have a test of MARKETING..Wow,sound like many things but this is just a little part only,still have many things to work on it..Stressful, dunno anything like a dump..but i will try my best and challenge this new study life..

Gambateh to all my friends^^